October 2010
word of God speak
God SO speaks through His word(:
“Word of God speak,
would You pour down like rain?
Washing my eyes to see
Your majesty”
—Word of God Speak by Mercyme
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i’ve realized what truly holds me back from God often and God’s really been telling me to just let go and repent.
right after realizing, God lead me to the passages of Luke 15, which is all about...
September 2010
“If God brought you to it, He’ll bring you through it.”
– unknown
dear Daddy,
i want to genuinely love the people around me.
i want to genuinely forgive the ones who hurt me.
i want to genuinely live my life for You.
i want to genuinely and passionately fall in love with You.
Lord, i’m desperate for Your touch.
i’m desperate for a change in my heart.
i’m desperate for You.
please give me patience as i wait for your perfect timing.
help me to never...
기도 기도 기도 기도.
ohmy.
i am SO tireddd.
but its all my fault. LOL.
after i got home from starfield yesterday, it was 11:30 and i was just doing nothing.
i started hw at 3:00 am and then gave up right away. HAHA. fail.
so i pretty much wasted 4 hours of sleep.
all day during passing periods, people kept on saying “you look so depressed!” “you look so sad” “are you okay?”
HAHAHA....
discovery #6
i really hate myself sometimes.
STARFIELD
WAS SO SO GOOD! :)
Praise GOD. SERIOUSLYYY. Praise God for blessing our church SO much and not just our church, but everyone who sacrificed their monday nights to come out and worship our Father!
it seems like yesterday, david jundo announced the big news and it seems like only yesterday that he told us he would try to get them to come. and it actually happened in our own church. asfjlk;
sorry...
paintedboat-deactivated20110715 asked: thank goodness there are truely lovely people like you in this world. it helps me hold on to the a bit of faith in people.
emmuhily asked: I Love Jenny Kim !
We should have a hangout date with Sarah over October break :)
I also love all your pictures. It's beautiful !
i'm gonna make a blog about you soon; so expect it sometimes this week ;)
We should have a hangout date with Sarah over October break :)
I also love all your pictures. It's beautiful !
i'm gonna make a blog about you soon; so expect it sometimes this week ;)
note: the end of the song is a little messed up....
STARFIELD
is in just 24 hours!
OHMYYYYY. ASFJDKL;
I THINK I’M GONNA GO CRAJEE. ♥
i am SO excited!
because GOD WILL DO AMAJEEING THINGSSSSSS.
no doubt about it(:
I’M EXCITED ♥
i am currently working on my senior questionnaire for letter of recs.
and i must say…
i feel very unaccomplished.
what have i done with my life =___=
discovery #5
once you lose my trust, you’ll never fully get it back, even if i forgave you.
you might get close, maybe 99.999999999%. but never 100%.
optimism
i’m trying really hard to be an optimistic person
but i don’t think it’s working
letters of recommendations
ARE SO FREAKING CONFUSING.
i think i’m gonna rip my hair out. D:
i’m starting to worry and get scared. i’m SO SO SO SO scared.
what if i don’t get this done on time? what if i get rejected from everywhere?
God, i feel like i’m starting to fall.
catch me.
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20 minutes later.
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ASDFJKL;.
so i wrote that top part 20 minutes ago. and before posting...
why worry?
this is dedicated all those juniors and seniors who are nervous and worried about college :)
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last night, i was doing my QT, and i read the passage titled, Jesus’ Teaching on Prayer (Luke 11:1-13).
in verse 9, Jesus says:
“So I say to you: Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives; he who...
college.
people have been asking me these days where i’ll be applying to for college this year.
well everyone knows i’m applying to UCs, SCU, and USC. but there are a few more colleges that i’m applying to.
sorry guys, but i’m keeping that as a secret. haha.
what makes me want to hide it is the pressure from korean ajummas and the fear of judgement.
yeah, not everyone judges....
littlelion-man asked: hi jenny! i'm sorry about your bad day:(
i just wanted to let you know that the red velvet cupcakes you made today were delicious and you're an amazing yearbook editor and i adore your positivity even when a bunch of stuff is going on.
also, http://hereswhatyouare.com/
i just wanted to let you know that the red velvet cupcakes you made today were delicious and you're an amazing yearbook editor and i adore your positivity even when a bunch of stuff is going on.
also, http://hereswhatyouare.com/
see you at zee pole!
i’ve been sleeping really late every day this whole week and yesterday, i stayed up until 12 studying for my calc test.
i knew that i would have to wake up at 6:30 in the morning in order to be able to go to see you at the pole, but at the same time, i was worrying because i had to give blood today too. because of safety cautions, they recommend at least 8 hours of sleep. so i got really...
>:( + Bible = :)
i am currently studying for my calc test and i couldnt understand how do determine whether or not a function is continuous.
it was driving me CRAJEE, cuz i need to keep my grade up! and i have a test tmrw 4th period.
i was getting really frustrated. so i decided to pray and read His word for a little bit.
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aside from reading “the parable of the Good Samaritan,” i also read At the...
m&m kookees.
i want to bake these with jenniferpark tomrrow ♥
**edit: i’m really sad that i can’t bake these with jennifer park tomorrow. :( SIGH.
day 5 - the best gift you’ve received.
right when i saw the title for day 5, i immediately thought of Jesus Christ.
a few weeks ago at our friday meeting, david jundo was talking about how the best gift we have ever received is Christ because if God hadn’t sent His Son to die on the cross, the debt of our sins would have never been paid off.
we wouldn’t be living the lives that we live now.
and it’s through Christ...
mrs. bergantz.
that lady HATES me.
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i don’t even know why! D:
everytime she calls on me, she criticizes me for my “small” voice.
one time, she said, “just because you talk like this doesn’t make you more feminine. blah blah blah”
JERKKKKKKKKK.
and today, we were having a debate with the four philosophers: hobbes, locke, montesquieu, and rousseau.
and we were supposed...
september 21, 2010.
this morning on my way to school, there was terrible traffic and a lot of the roads were closed, so everyone on my street was tardy to school today.
after 1st period i realized that the mood at school was very……..different.
i saw people crying in the hallways and people were talking about it throughout the whole day.
its ridiculous how one mistake can lead to a tragedy.
dear ___, i...
day 4 - something you're looking forward to...
THIS(:
not just because it’s starfield, but because i’m excited for the amajeeing things that God will do on this day! :)
everyone will be filled with joy and jumping and cheering for God, it’s gonna be awesome(:
+plus! it’ll be a completely new experience for me. i shall post about that after the concert(:
God is oh so good(:
dork (:
me: sci-fi and fantasy are different genres.
anonymous: no, theyre the same because they're in the same section in the library.
me: HAHAHA YOU DORK.
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it was cute : )
be thankful I hid your identity, anonymous.
God WILL provide!
as many of you guys know, today was my first day in photography class because yearbook apparently doesn’t count as art for UC’s.
so i have to take photography now along with yearbook.
but praise God! the teacher is really nice so he said, “nahh, you don’t have to make up any of this crap.” LOL. and it was really easy for me to follow along!
since i took yearbook...
this week will be awesome(:
today - prayer meeting with racheltan kelleydong stephaniedong jasminekim
wednesday - SEE YOU AT THE POLE.
thursday - first Jars of Clay (christian club) meeting!
friday - prayer meeting with alexkim racheltan
saturday - SEND YOUR REIGN! i can’t go because my mom wants me to study:( BUT. i am still VERY excited to hear exciting stories! God will do AMAJEEING things that night. i...
I Am Free - Newsboys
“Through You the...
day 3 - a possession that means a lot to you.
i know. awkward pose. LOL.
but yess. these two rings(: people have probably noticed that i wear these literally every single day.
and no, i’m not married =___= people always asks me if that ring on my left ring finger is like a couple ring =____=
no it is not. LOL.
its a ring that i have with my sister(: its like a sister promise ring. hehe. even though SHE NEVER WEARS HERS D:
LOL....
adventure! nawwwwt =__=
i am now off to the library to study all day. literally, all day.
even though the library closes at 6, i have to come home and keep studying.
all day.
i don’t think my mom understands. i’m not smart. i can’t get a high SAT score like my smart friends. and i’m lazy. i suck at time management. and i get distracted easily. it takes me forever to start focusing on my work....
all for You, i'm letting go.
so grace from elite called my mother and told her my last diag test score for SAT.
and my mother wasn’t very happy. SIGH.
i’m such a failure. she won’t even tell me what i got. i guess its just that bad =___=
i don’t understand. people go to good schools with 1800s and stuff.
and not just that, but doesn’t God already have a place planned out for me?
my parents...
to sarah kho:
you made my day(:
you really did. hehe.
thank you so much for your encouragement and sweet words.
i ♥ you, sister!
priorities.
gotta set them straight.
